My darker thoughts have to come out
Because what use is living when every breath hurts
When every sigh is a mistake and when every word is a sin.
What use is living when nothing is ever right
Nobody understands what I mean when I say I want to disappear, but I just
Want to have some time without my mind because
That’s where the darkness resides
Tonight is the night. If I can. I fucking will.@5 months ago
You’re intoxicating. Every time I breathe I taste you in my breath. You filled my head with your heavy smog and I can’t shine my headlights through.
People tell me to turn back, this road isn’t safe enough, but I can’t. I’m trapped in your maze and you like me that way.
Powerless to your every desire. To my every desire. I want to wrap around you and breathe you in some more. Poison myself with your scent, with your touch, with your kiss.
The only thing that stops me from trying harder to die is the thought of not succeeding and having to face all the shit that comes after it@5 months ago